Sunday, January 13, 2008

Make it electric

I've enjoyed my weekend, although most of my energy was used up on Friday night at the concert I savoured some to make an appearance at Joellene's 21st last night.

The party was totally great even if I only knew a handful of people, they were a tasteful bunch to be around. The music was loud, the dancing was happening and there were so many smiles, but not little ones - I mean, big fucking grins!

I have been having terrible nights of sleep and I feel as though my body is rejecting me. Lunch time today will be my first proper meal since whenever and I am looking forward to it because it is my Nona's pasta.

A few days ago I was crashing fast and I thought that I would end up in that absolutely shitty depressed state of mind, but at some point I stopped and found my happy again. It's strange because I feel like that was the first time I have sub-consciously picked myself back up when I was so sure that I was going to be stuck in a rut. I was truly sinking deep at a ridiculously fast pace and it's so good to know that I am not there.

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