Saturday, June 7, 2008

I hate the sober life

Are you fucking kidding me? It is Saturday night and I am at home, infront of this screen, listening to rain, wanting to be boozed up or tripping on something, anything! I am bored out of freaking mind and there is only so much research I can on Leonardo da Vinci before my fist starts punching my head.

Yes, I have prioritised my life by putting my school assignments first. It seems like a stupid idea but we all need it now and then, especially when you are in my horrid position of being threatened to be kicked out of school for lack of attendance.

On Monday I have three artist model writes ups to do on Leonardo da Vinci, Duane Michals and Robert Mapplethorpe, plus a time line on portraiture for photography. On Tuesday my group in film & television has a documentary concept due. Friday is the dead line for my english research assignment, which is utter peanut butter and then on top of what seems like a small bit to do (but it isnt) I have to catch up on my design typeface and logo applications and not only complete my journalism photoshoot layout but also begin interviewing a shit load of people for my feature article.

Ha, amusing. When I look at what I need to do, it is actually pathetic, but I need to be put under extreme pressure to get it done. I just wish that pressure would kick in now so that I am not at near tears when it comes to late next week.

It is going to be alright though, because I know I will eventually end up getting it all done and pass well. Pulling a merit out of the air is something I can do naturally, for excellence I may have to work a little harder, but at this stage you just prepare yourself for achieve.

I can do it world, I'd just rather be out with friends right now...

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